so, i’m not going to US anymore. haha
got to sort out my commitments for summer.
hmm.
1. HSG SSP
2. !nblahblah
3. CAA <- is it?
4. facil (assuming i don’t let my friend down hahaha)
i think there’s something else but i don’t remember.
sigh.
save meeee
was so much fun (: trips are always about the company, isn’t it?
I wish we didnt have to come back so soon. I wish it wasn’t week 11 already. I wish we didn’t have so much to do. I wish we could freeze time sometimes.
I’d post pictures but I decided that I want to keep them till I’m ready to share. hehe.
and this poem is so. beautiful.
If You Forget Me
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
Pablo Neruda
I’m totally not girly.
below 40 = Not Girly
above 40 = Girlie
above 55 = Paris Hilton
[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[♥] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops. (it’s always summer here!)
[] My favorite toy as a child were barbies.
[♥ ] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[ ] I took dance. (for like 2 years? or less)
[♥] I love skirts/shorts.
[♥] Shops at the mall.
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans Ill wear.
[♥] I love chocolate.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[] I straighten my hair.
[♥] I have at least 8 facebook pictures.
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week. (spurts)
[♥] I love to hang out with friends.
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace.
[ ] I’ve gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I’ve gone to the beach to tan – not to swim.
[♥] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch(ed) either The OC, Laguna Beach OR Desperate Housewives.
[ ] I change my profile weekly.
[ ] I have worn a shower cap.
TOTAL SO FAR: 8
[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic. wha?!
[♥] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[♥] I’ve been or am on a diet.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I don’t know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Tattoos are Gross.
[♥] I have gotten my nails done.
[♥] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
[♥] I like to talk about boys. who doesn’t? (:
[♥] I love to have other people do my hair.
[♥] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends.
[♥] I hate bugs.
[ ] Carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[ ] I’m waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[♥] Musicians are hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I’m beautiful and I’m all yours.
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
[♥] I’m self-conscious.
[♥] I cry often.
[ ] My room smells like vanilla.
[ ] My dishes get washed more then once a week.
[♥] I don’t do sports
[♥ ] I HATE to run.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[♥ ] Has seen and read Twilight series.
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.
TOTAL SO FAR: 22
[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] My hair is important.
[♥] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[] I’d love to have a photo shoot of myself.
[] The price on clothes hardly matters.
[ ] I apply lipgloss 50 times a day.
[ ] I wish I were a model.
TOTAL SO FAR: 23
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I wanted or have been something that was slutty on Halloween.
[♥] R&B is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are GROSS!
[ ] Horses are beautiful
[♥] I never pay attention in school.
[♥] Puppies are adorable.(but scary)
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
[ ] I speak IM.
[♥] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine’s day is so cute!
[♥] White is better than black.
[ ] I wouldn’t be caught dead in all black.
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes. nope not even close. and my wardrobe is tiny
[ ] I hate the grunge look of a beard.
[ ] I love flowers. they’re pretty though
TOTAL SO FAR: 28
[ ] I love to Doodle.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My baths are 2 hours long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it’s already planned.
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[♥] I like kids.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.
[ ] I have been a vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald’s.
TOTAL SO FAR: 29
[♥] I check my facebook everyday.
[] I have a lot of jewelry.
[ ] Only has gold jewlery.
[ ] My screen name[s] has x’s in them.
[ ] Either one of my msn names has/had <3/♥’s in them.
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex.
[] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
Total: 30
